Dear diary,

I'm so happy that I'm never going to see this guy again! I don't even know why I had the idea to invite him. That was just stupid. I thought it would be great with him but Dave is the most stupid guy in the world. So since I left our group with Fee and Caz, I felt better. I need freedom, I don't need to ask people for what I'm going to do. Yes, I had been together with a guy, but we hadn't real sex. When we arrived at the 'center of meditation' in Goa Caz started to fancy our teacher Ping and told shit like that she was in love with him. Ok, I believe in 'love', but you can't fall in love with somebody who you don't know. I can't understand why she was acting like a psychopath when she saw us two in bed. Then Fee left me alone and went away with Caz. After a few days I went to the airport and I thought Dave would be there, because we bought our tickets for the same flight. But I really haven't expected him to come to me and say 'hi' after all that happened. I could contain myself until he said that he changed. At this moment I just had to laugh at him. When we came back to London the first thing I did was calling James. I had missed him so much! So we met up in a pub, Dave was also there. Ok, I was nervous because I didn't know if he had spoken with James before. He started to tell him everything. I stood calm, because I knew that lying would help me out of the situation.James would believe me, not him. That was clear.He turned to Dave and punched him in the face. I knew that it hurt extremely but I didn't feel sorry for him because he deserved it.